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The Loneliness of Motherhood (and FREE webinar!)

Do you ever experience loneliness as a mom? When children are sick and our bodies are weary, it's weight can be all the more heavy. How can you fill up when you are caring for littles at home? Finding your true home in the one who is the campion of your heart is the only way to begin.

Kasher’s been so sick this weekend it’s infected all of us, our spirits mostly, and it’s hard to stay up when your children are so down. You try and read the same Curious George book over and over, with as much enthusiasm as you can muster but the laundry is obscenely high and you wonder if maybe you could just bury in beneath the colors and sleep, because there’s “no rest for the weary,” or for the mother.

And I find myself Saturday night with a cup of tea and the boys asleep, finally, Kasher all drugged up and the ear of his bear in his mouth and the humidifier on and me begging God to let him be well enough to attend church the next morning.

Because I need church.

Motherhood is lonely. It’s not for the faint of heart. It requires courage and sacrifice and time, it means wiping snotty noses with your fingers because you have no Kleenex, it means sitting up with your son when he won’t sleep and watching movies with him, or just holding him by the open window so the cool air can soothe his lungs, it means praying over their heads, over their beds, over their bodies and then crawling weary into your own to make love to a husband who misses you.

And you miss yourself.


You wonder how you got lost inside this frizzy-haired woman with the bags under her eyes and does the housework never end???

But strangely enough, it does. Your house is never clean, no, but you come to a point of making peace with yourself. Of collapsing within yourself and deciding, it doesn’t matter.

Not in a depressed kind of way, but more of a surrendered playing on the floor with your children while the laundry piles high kind of way. Because you’ve suddenly noticed how long your son’s legs, and you’re letting hems and sighs and cries for the way you both need him, and the way you want to be alone.

And church.

We were made for adult companionship. We need each other. So I’m begging God to let me go to church but then I’m finding him, in my loneliness, too. Because he is there—all of him: all three of him: Jesus the son, God the Abba father, and His Holy Spirit, and they meet us where we’re at. And I want to be friends with them, even as I fear them. And I want my children to be friends with them too.

So in our loneliness, let’s not turn automatically to people. Let’s turn to the trinity who will never turn to someone else and talk about us behind our back. Let’s turn to a God who has fought so desperately for our love that he died for us. Let’s spend some time asking Jesus to confide in us, our brother, for the Holy Spirit to create joy and contentment within us and for the Abba father to sing his love songs over us.

Because we won't always be able to go to church.

But we can always be church for our children.

(Friends? I’m celebrating the release of my new memoir, Making It Home: Finding My Way To Peace, Identity and Purpose. Order HERE!)


What does it mean to be a woman and to make a home? Does it mean homeschooling children or going to the office every day? Cooking gourmet meals and making Pinterest-worthy home décor? In Making It Home: Finding My Way to Peace, Identity, and Purpose, author and blogger Emily Wierenga takes readers on an unconventional journey through marriage, miscarriage, foster parenting and the daily struggle of longing to be known, inviting them into a quest for identity in the midst of life’s daily interruptions. Releasing September 2015; order HERE. Proceeds benefit Emily’s non-profit, The Lulu Tree.

Get FREE downloadable chapters from Making It Home HERE.


Sign up for the FREE Making It Home webcast featuring Liz Curtis Higgs, Holley Gerth, Jennifer Dukes Lee and Jo Ann Fore (with Emily Wierenga as host), 8 pm CT on September 10, 2015, HEREOnce you sign up you’ll be automatically entered for a giveaway of each of the author’s books!

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